I find that I have taken many works in account to want what careers I wanna pursue in the future. I find that I want to be a "Jack of all trades" kind of guy in the entertainment industry. From a Director to writer to even animator. I have many jobs in mind I want to pursue but as I dig deep into the industry I find myself ignorant not of my decision, but of information in the industry. Like VAs how to manage not just acting but maintaining a standard of business in VAs. To Directors where you just cant go out do it, but you need recognition for many works in order to get job with the "Top Guns". Writer is the same as director. And finding an animation studio to work for is also at a mind boggling state. I see myself in a confused state but most of all I know I now need a agent, and work that surpasses the exceptions of individuals in the industry and must gain a reward for it. I need to catch peoples attention, and rub elbows with the finest, now brown nosing but get connections. I'm still ignorant, but hey I learned a few things along the way so I may seem idiotic or crazy for pursuing many careers but I cant see my life without you know? I dont know if I can do it, so I can only hope and have absolute faith in myself that I can do it. Regardless I just wanted to do my first journal and speak to people who might be able to help me on my quest, and see what you guys think, I love having a Goals that are so close at hand just need a push in the right direction.